I can’t seem to find a book that can hold my interest beyond the first chapter. It’s just like when I can’t find a cigar that satisfies my taste yen. So what do I do?
Well, I may be considered very lucky or even spoiled, but here’s what I do when I must solve the choice conundrum of what book to read next. I walk over to my bookshelves and I cock my head to the right and begin to scan the titles of the books I have on each shelf.
Now I have a lot of books, in fact, I just donated over 400 to the local library because I just didn’t have any more room. Plus my taste in subject matter has changed. However, I’m already back over the 400 donated mark now so I still have a need for more bookshelves. I’m headed in the same direction.
Have I read them all? Of course not. What’s the point in having a library if you’ve read every book that sits on the shelves? So, I confess, I’m a habitual, unstoppable book buyer. My eclectic tastes in subject matter cause this affliction. I may find a review that pricks my interest or a line that lures me into purchasing it, or it’s simply a subject matter I never tire of – such as cultural history and biographies.
But in the last month, nothing, and I mean nothing, has grabbed my thought threads so that I become entangled in the content of the book. So far I have started six books. Some make it to the double-digit page number, some don’t even make it past the introduction.
But the above scenario is almost an exact match when it comes to finding a cigar that satisfies my tastes. And, here is where the spoiled part comes in. I can go down to the basement storage humidor, cock my head to the right and search among the hundreds of cigars I have available to me for one that I think may satiate my tobacco desires. Just plug in the word cigar for the book and you have a book searcher’s doppelgänger. With a few minor variations, of course. I’m not going to smoke the book, or arrive at an introductory impasse. You get it, yes?
But I think I may have solved my search for the book. I slid off the shelf Robert Lowell’s “Setting the River on Fire. A story of Genus, Mania, and Character,” by Kay Redfield Jamison. The book starts off with a poem by Robert Lowell “ Reading Myself.”
Sorry, it lost me. But I decided to read the Prologue. There was the hook. “The trouble with writing poetry is that you have readers, and the trouble with readers is that you have to listen to them after they have spent their time reading you.”
It took a second look, and a reread before the Prologue, page ⅹⅷ before the book’s razor-sharp words hooked me and were securely embedded in my flesh to finally say to myself, “This is the one. I can start.” It was only three weeks to a month and six books (five if you figure Lowell’s was a second read) before I finally found what I was looking for.
So I’m letting the public in on how I accomplish some dilemmas. And I’m hoping the boutique manufacturers that read my blog seriously consider the time and effort it takes to place their product on the shelves of cigar stores. Even though I know I’m a bit fastidious, I know the store owner is even more so because he’s placing cold hard cash on the line. But even so. You gotta try ‘em. Maybe not all the books I buy I really like, but at least I make the effort and the minimal investment.
Same with cigars. Don’t take it so seriously and you will have achieved opened enlightenment (开启了启蒙).
That’s when you really fly confidently without the bungee cord. Scary? Perhaps – but oh what a rush!